Work these days have taken stress up a new level.
Appointments, roadshows, updating of internet portals, emails.
The work is great, just that the intensity is overwhelming at times.

Deon and co is going to bkk this May. Would be joining them, followed by a trip to Japan in July.
I guess it would be good to take a short break then, however from now till May seems a pretty long shot.

I was browsing the news recently and i am shocked to see the headlines on newspaper going along the line of  " more tax rebates for the middle class professionals". By the government standard, these middle class income are earning $120,000 a year. Though this came as a good news for me, i hit slightly more than 100 k last year, i was appalled and shocked to know that im only being classified as middle class.

My naivety had thought that people who are earning 50-60 grand a year would classify as middle income!  There was even a period that i was drawing lesser than 30 grand a year and i thought i was middle income!!

Have a appointment at a clinic at Shaw centre tomorrow, shelved all my work schedule for this long overdue appointment. Was having some neck strains with discomfort for a prolonged period of time after a vehicle collision somewhere in end January. The pain has been going on and off, before i decided, let me shelve work and go for a check up at Gleneagles and get this pain over with now and then.. However after several visits to the doctor, the pain still has not subsided and i am now wondering if i made the right choice...

Lets just hope things get better.

Tired like hell... and i still have loads to do. Hope to finish stuffs by 2am?

Dammmmmmm




 

had a huge family arguement yesterday to the extent that i very nearly decided to shift out and sleep in my car, and find lodging in the morning and NEVER come back

To me, i do not know whether is it good to be numbed by all the accusations flying around.

I felt nothing, perhaps numbed by the many family arguements.

when i see the quarrels, the arguements, i feel that religion is not only dividing the family, and all the "preachings and teachings" of the are BS. they are inconsistent with your actions,  say one thing and do another, why dont you let actions prove your words, beliefs and teachings.

It was also a day i lost all my respect for my parents.

Yes they bought me up, but that is all.

I need to change all the anger in me to action, to work harder. to get my first property, my first investment.

and than get the hell out of my house..

 

The above is especially true.

There are times where you are happy, times where you will be sad. The most important part is to accept and let go.

Most importantly, we need to pick ourselfself up quickly when you are down, if not the way up would be longer than needed.

A listening ear is always important to alleviate your concerns and console, providing a healing hand.

Where is mine?